Endless Journey…

I remember when you told me,
After we hooked up you would never change..
Now I notice when you hold me after we make up, we wont feel the same..
Now I know what my gut is telling me was true..
You don’t love me no more…

I can’t believe what I feel is coming from what I love..
I wonder if we should take a chance,

It’s plain enough slow it down..
Yeah, maybe we should slow it down..
Baby, I cant’ take it no more..

I still wanna be with you cuz I promised to..
But I feel something’s going on with you..
So tell me do you feel the same cuz I couldn’t see you..
You don’t love me no more..

Why don’t you love me ?
I’m not one of your friends that you’ve been hanging with.
Where is all the respect got me questioning,

Is it an ex-girlfriend that takes your way back ?
I’m back at it again I’m trying everything and anything to keep you my man..
I’ll give it to you right, keep it good, make sure you stay here lying in my bed..

And you’re the one that’s turning your head.
Looking you in your eyes asking you if you’re feeling me..

You say yes, what I get is a NO..
I should give this a rest but I can’t let you go..

No, I can’t let you go..

Tell me baby honestly..

Could this feeling truly be ?

Or is it juz my fantasy ?

©Чΰгϊςά~2006`ten

Ketika Mencintai Seseorang…

Jika kamu memancing ikan….
Setelah ikan itu terlekat di mata kail, hendaklah
kamu mengambil ikan itu….
Janganlah sesekali kamu melepaskannya kembali
ke dalam air begitu saja….
Karena ia akan sakit oleh karena ketajaman mata
kailmu dan mungkin ia akan menderita selagi ia
masih hidup…

It’s hard to find true love!  *really..!!!*

PS: Thx to a friend whom i may borrowed diz from..

©Чΰгϊςά~2006`ten

Hari ini cape bgt deh.. trus betee.. kerjaan yg membuat strez dan depresi dini, macett, en manusia berperilaku aneh.. humm.. I wonder.. where are those things might lead to.. sumtimes I cud force myself to think positive bout everything, how life is good.. how flowers always blooms.. how wind always blows n become such a helpful reliever.. but anyway.. masalah akan tetep ada. Segimana pun loe coba hindari. Tapi gue.. yahhh everyone juga gk bisa rasanya. They were juz the stubborn uninvited guests *sigh*.. U know? Even I think, our problem is a part of our routines, demm!! Is it? Or is it not? Well anyway, gue pikir emank gitu. Mungkin tanpa masalah, our day wuz juz an ordinary day. Haha but it’s funny how people wud say, “oh well.. juz an ordinary day..” for those days dats been so tiredly boring and full of s*its. Jadi, apakah ordinary day itu hari tanpa masalah or justru penuh masalah en memusingkan? Hehe.. u choose lads!  Anyway, lately gue sering ngerasa gk fit. Knapa yah? Humm.. kt org klo byk masalah juga bikin cape luar dalem loh.. tapi seharusnya ku tidak, karna aku sedang tidak punya problemo hahaha! Ow yea, sedikit kata2 yg tiba2 muncul di otak gue. Gk sangka segitu kreatifnya gue ckckck *teteeeppp* haha, “U can’t live ur past, don’t make it last. Past were only made wot u r today. And wot’s present is wot to live for tomorrow.. life is very much beautiful as long as u can see ur hopes for tomorrow and not hoping for a better tomorrow. Don’t hope, hope wud only make the fall much more painful!”. True? Or not? Hehe.. I dunno.. hiks nulis ginian sambil denger Without You nya Mariah Carey koq serasa menyentuh kalbu yak? Emank lagu jadul yang sejati, biarpun gk sesuai suasana hati tapi aku tetap tersentuh. You always smile but in ur eyes, ur sorrow shows~~ Yea well, pretending to be okay tuh salah satu cara manjur buat bikin kita sedikit “OK” bneran, coz our faces duz’n make people asks kita tu lage knapa, so akhirnya kita juga gk tambah ngorek2 lage kepedihan kita yang seharusnya uda terkubur dalem2 hikss.. doin’ dat to make us happier tuh pathetic or brave? U think?? … Me? Honestly, I’m confused hahaha.. pathetic in the rite path, but brave in the wrong way? I dunno.. but dat sounds make sense xixixi~ Well anyway guyz n galz, body gue pegel abueshh.. pijit plissss haha! Pegel pisan, helpp.. >.< dah ah, udah dlu ah, tar aja kpn2 lanjut chapter 2 dah. ( cieeeee gaya bgt ye, dah kaya sebagus apa aja hahaha!). Tar merenung dlu brapa bulan ampe netes yg baru hehe.. dah ah, bubuw bubuww!! Wanna hav a gut sleep. Hope u all too..

and as for my boy.. YES YOU! *sok yakin dia bakal baca* ;p JiAyOu babe!! LoVe yOu.. ^^

©Чΰгϊςά~2006`ten